Reflection of Today & Tuesday and Wednesday

Today starts like this. 

8:26 Up! And finally Its kills me to say.. "Great its Monday" 
I'm half a sleep, forcing myself to go and brush my teeth. Which I do Poorly. Strip out naked and button up my school blouse and skirt. Put my new white sock, roll it down, above my ankle. Untangle my messy hair and braid it right down to the end. Then Jump into the car, re-reading the fault in our stars. Then Sit in class. Learn. Play. Learn. Then Go Home..

We had a early dinner. Take outs. Then while driving, I have witness a Crime. "Animal Accident" on the road. Apparently, my mother says or retells that. The truck on the other lane, ran over The Dog while he saw the Dog on the road. And Just run over it like it was some piece of rubbish. 

Luckily, the owner came along and ran across the road to help his helpless dog. It Hurt me badly. I didn't even want to eat after what I saw. The red blood flowing like a water fall. Streaming down. I closed my eyes. And bit my tongue to stop the screams that would roll off. 

Tuesday:
Tuesday was another day of my life devoted to learning and netball. Nothing but another day gone.. Also I just wanna thank one of my favorite teachers.. Of course Mrs William for being so kind and shouting me some dinner.. Thank you! and just so you know I did eat my dinner :) 

Wednesday:
Mr Lintott last day with us which is sad :(. 
(Hes only working temporarily). He had a great sense of humor! and is very, very intelligent. 
And I was complimented me for my expressing writing. He thought the Subject I chose was very interesting. 
Which came from the Book The Fault in Our Stars. 
Until Then I will Upload my writing! 

Very Soon I will write again! See Ya!    

My Top Eight!

My Favorites Songs of the Week!
Check out the top ones of the week.
Links-
http://nztop40.co.nz/chart/singles
 1.Don't Stop! 

2.Problem 

3.Bomb Clap

4.Somebody to You

5.Boss

(Ps video not out for display yet but I saw it on the edge tv music lab. And it was display for the very first time.)

6.Stay with me 

7.We are done

8. Amnesia

Expressive Writing

We have been doing Expressive Writing for the last five days. 

This is my best writing so far. It is about the first day of school.

First day of school. 

The thought of school, only made me more depressed. 

I have isolated the thought of school for the past 2 weeks. Until, now. Homework, socializing, participating. Are so overwhelming. To express my dislike for school could only lead to hate. 

But, still. There is a side to everything. Dislikes and likes. 

The perfect word to explain on, how I was feeling was. Nervous. You can never be sure until you try. 

Their were mixed emotions at first. 

A wave of anxiety will attack me at first. Then haunting comments will follow my path. 

Slowly, I will inhale in the open air. All but hope will be there. 

I felt stuck, like if I couldn't breath, speak or swallow. 

Pain demands to be felt.  

Thats what I know. 

Old memories from the past can still affect you in many ways. 

The End  

Reflection of Today

Today, we had a revealer who's name is Mr Lintott. Truly. He inspired me. It was amazing how he set out on how that  our culture was being over taken by Other nations. For example. Halloween. He told us, when he was young Halloween wasn't even a thing back then. 
Now it has become a big event, celebrating the super natural world. "Our Nation" is becoming the other "Nation" Which was a funny thing. Copying the other. Then I had a think about what he said. "You probably know more about america more than you know about new zealand" 
He spoke the truth. But what he said wasn't on it owe, it came from matariki. He was trying to give us motivation about our country, and to learn more where we're from. 
I enjoyed his talk to us. For the first time, I've actually opened by ears.. Today was a great day :)

I'm looking forward for tomorrow..  

First day of School Reflection..

What can I say....
On Sunday I could think of nothing but school!. 
School, a place where you learn, socialize, participate. Those three things were so overwhelming.
 For a Person like me. A person like Siniva. 

I haven't come across this until now. On the first day of school. 
School was isolated from the beginning when holidays began. Now its back to follow my path. Again. 

Non-stop. Memories flickering back. Sad, happy, embarrassing. A collection or a bundle of mixed emotions, attacking me at once. 

Constantly. The pain is like no other. "Clearly" 
Mentally. Not physically. But mentally. 

Like fear. Fear comes from a unpleasant experiences caused by the threat of danger or by pain and harm. 

What I fear. Is neglect, criticism and disapproval. And that comes from socializing. Dark & secretive I may be. But sometimes I can change the way I think. 
Rainbows & sunshine. Positivity! that's when I'm happy. 

But snappy or shady. Thats when I going through a unpleasant time. 

I don't understand my human nature at times. People find, dumb actions funny. 
Me: I think you look like a person who is mentally unstable. Clearly. By the way you act now wonder why?

I get really upset to when people say they didn't have time to do their home work. 
Me: I may sound hypocritical but what were you doing in your spare time. 

Or Mocking about your FEATURES. 
Me: Please. I can say pleanty about you but I chose to be the mature one and say something really mean about your attitude towards others. Because what your doing is lame and insulting to what God has created.

But any how.... My nerves eased after I attended school. And it turned out to be a good day today. 

School was awesome... Can't wait for tomorrow :) 


                                                                              -Eva

Review for the Movie tfios!!

The fault in our stars-Review! 

For the past 2 weeks, I have been begging my cousins Dawn to come with me to watch the fault in our stars. 

I'm a big fan of the story and I would probably give 4 stars. 

It is a must see, and to be honest. Augustus Waters was portrayed so well. Same goes to Hazel. I wished the movie could exposed more about their love story and explain a bit more to fill in the gaps. But I enjoyed it. Its a must see and I highly recommend it for those who need a good cry. Sensitive People to be correct. Trust me, you're cry at the end :) 

The fault in our stars!

I have finished the TFIOS! and I am in love with this book. 

I know its mainstream right now but it is a story that needs to be heard. It won my heart. At the end, discovering that Gus was dieing made me realize how lucky I am to be here now. 

Hazel Grace, throughout the book thought that she'd be the one to die. And for the first time she was the healthy one. 

This is one of my favourite books.Truly. I gave thought into this. The quotes are very important. :) Read into it.