This is my best writing so far. It is about the first day of school.
First day of school.
The thought of school, only made me more depressed.
I have isolated the thought of school for the past 2 weeks. Until, now. Homework, socializing, participating. Are so overwhelming. To express my dislike for school could only lead to hate.
But, still. There is a side to everything. Dislikes and likes.
The perfect word to explain on, how I was feeling was. Nervous. You can never be sure until you try.
Their were mixed emotions at first.
A wave of anxiety will attack me at first. Then haunting comments will follow my path.
Slowly, I will inhale in the open air. All but hope will be there.
I felt stuck, like if I couldn't breath, speak or swallow.
Pain demands to be felt.
Thats what I know.
Old memories from the past can still affect you in many ways.